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I recently watched the movie Look Back, and it made me feel a lot. If you haven’t seen it yet—and you’re an isolated artist, scared of the world, secretly yearning for a connection with someone who shares your passion—I truly recommend it.
But, as with many Japanese OVAs, be warned: it has a deeply melancholic side that leaves a hole in your heart. So, I want to follow up with something personal—how it relates to where I’m at right now and how it made me feel. Here we go. I’ve spent the past few months drawing like someone possessed. I sleep very little, sometimes forget to eat, and even though I meet all my responsibilities on time, I get anxious when I have to go to meetings because it means I’m not practicing.
I had the opportunity to learn from a dear friend, and wow, there’s so much to do. I ended up practicing almost all night, and now I feel overwhelmed—but I really need to learn. Am I putting too much pressure on myself?
I hate sandstorms. And now, in this desert, they start earlier every day. And this weekend? Rain—and maybe even snow? What?
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[00:01] you write: the rain knows my name and refuses to answer.
[00:14] you write: i collected small silences and stitched them to my sleeve.
[00:35] you write: sometimes i pretend the internet is a room and i am allowed to leave.
[00:50] playground done.